Thursday, August 30, 2012

Sax is 10 months old!

Saxon turned 10 months old today! He's getting so big! He's started saying "Mama" all day yesterday and today! :) so cute! It's crazy to think how fast the last 10 months have flown by! I can remember this time last year I was soo impatient for the arrival of my adorable first born baby! This year has been the best year of my life! Newly wed and a first time MOM! I love the life I live! I've learned a lot about myself and who I can count on and especially who I want in my life!

Day 7

The singer/actor/actress who dresses the best.

My favorite style on a celebrity would have to be LC aka Lauren Conrad! I love her style!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Day 6

Favorite store in the whole universe.

I would have to say my favorite store ever would have to be Express! I love that store soo much!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Day 5

Favorite pair of shoes (one you wished you own)

I have always wanted a pair of his shoes! They are such cute heels!

Monday, August 27, 2012

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Day 3

Favorite designer..
Well that's a hard one.. I love Vera Wang she makes beautiful wedding dresses! I love coach handbags! I love MAC make-up! I love Chanel, I've only bought his make-up and sunglasses! I shop mostly at Express but I love Nordstrom and JMR. Lately I've really liked H&M they have really cute clothes that are super affordable! Had a great weekend with the family, school date night with movies and Sunday funday at Grandma Jo's swimming at the pool!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Day 2

Your favorite outfit (one you don’t own but wished you owned!)

I love animal prints! Went to the mall yesterday and bought another leopard scarf! :) it kinda looks like the one we bought on our honeymoon in Mexico but its a little different. Now if I could buy this outfit I'd be one happy girl! It's funny who you run into at the mall too lol

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Day 7

Day 7: Write about your dream and how you are going to achieve it

My dream is to be a successful business woman! In the hair and make-up industry. How I am going to achieve this is continue going to school at Paul Mitchell and maybe go into nails after school. I enjoy doing all of this and it let's me be creative and artistic which I love! Today I am really missing my son though and I want to go home! *sad face*

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Day 6

Day 6: List the things you would do/would have done if you don’t have any fears

Well I've been pretty fearless lately but I'm finally getting my life back! I'm very proud of where we are today! We can get thru anything and I am happy and grateful for the great people in my life! Things are on the up and up! On another note I took James Ryder's make-up class and had Kourtney be my model we learned everything from bridal to fantasy make-up and I finished JoAnne's eye lashes which they look great! What a great weekend!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Day 5

Day 5: List 10 of your favorite quotes and give reasons why you like them.

I ❤ quotes!!! ✌

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Day 4

Day 4: Write about your biggest regrets, why, and what would you have done instead? Did you learn something from it?

I guess I would say I regret some of the relationships that I've ruined over this last year. Friends and family. If I could fix things I would! But if nothing else I learned a lot about myself thru the process of becoming a mother and the relationships I've ruined. The best thing I can say about it is it's made me stronger. Over the last couple weeks of getting sober I've learned a lot too. Life is too short to live mad, sad or worrying about what other people think! I can't wait to graduate from Paul Mitchell! Shawn and I went to Ogden's Grand Opening and met John Paul himself and of course Winn Claybaugh who wrote "Be Nice (Or Else!)" which I had him sign my book! What great opportunities I get from going to Paul Mitchell The School. I'm now certified in eye lash extensions and I'm taking James Ryder's make-up lab who's done Reese Witherspoon's make-up?!?!?! Sooo excited!! ✌❤

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Day 3

Day 3: Write about 3 of the most influential people in your life that you have met, what makes them influential, and how are you going to thank them?

1) Erin- because she influenced me into going to hair school and to follow my dream to work at Lunatic Fringe, she is amazing at hair! And also already works at Lunatic. She's been doing my hair for years and I can't wait to learn some of her tricks!

2) Saxon my son, he influences me to do better all the time. He reminds me what my purpose in life is.

3) Shawn my husband, though we are going thru some hard times he's always there for my support!

Friday, August 10, 2012

Day 2

Day 2: Write about a life-changing experience in great details, and what you learn from it

Well I learned a great deal about people lately. That you really can't please everyone. That there will be people who hate you for no reason. Or they may have their reasons, but that's life, no one is perfect! Things don't always go your way and you just have to roll with the punches! I have been self medicating for months!! now because of how depressed I've been and even thought about taking my own life! I think my rock bottom was watching someone do heroin right in front of me. That's when I decided I can no longer let other people deteriorate my self worth! I've never done heroin but the fact that I could have and didn't gives me HOPE! I have a very supporting husband and I love him dearly!

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

7 Days- Personal Reflection Challenge

Day 1: Write about what you like/dislike from yourself, and how you plan to change it.

I have a huge problem in relationships including the relationship with myself. I also am fight addiction. It's hard for me, because I grew up knowing about addiction and what it does to broken families since the day I was born! I should know better and it's any addiction, I mean I'm addicted to sugar!! It's almost everything I do is impulsive and it can really be negative in someone's life. Right now I'm learning the hard way in life with no support besides my family and it can be hard because I've been thru so much in my life and I've succeed every single time. I know I can do better and I am working on myself everyday. I want to be loved and I want people to love. I'm going to figure it out and make things right, maybe not with everyone. But that's ok! I've been thru a lot in the last year but it's made me stronger! I appreciate the ones who do support me and want me to succeed!

Morning

Every day it seems I feel like crap. Every morning is a struggle. Everyday has been a struggle lately. I'm not sure if quitting is the answer. I love my family to death. I would never put anything before them. However I gave been doing this..... I feel more distant than ever and it's really starting to hurt matter of fact I have tears in my eyes know....... I don't ever wanna lose them and I know I won't just have to perceiver through the bad the good and the ugly. I know where I rest my head is home. And hopefully all else can fall into place. New times for me great things ahead. Love you guys.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Day 30

Who are you??
Well I made it 30 days of blogging (almost straight!) and it was a lot of fun doing it! I am Sunny and I'm married to my best friend Shawn whom we met in Jr High, anyway we have come a long way, and we are great! We just had our one year anniversary! Our baby boy just turned 9 months old and he's getting soo big! We took him to church today for his first time and it was amazing how great it felt! We can't wait to go back next Sunday! I start my eye lash extension class tomorrow pretty excited for that! ✌ and back to the grind at Paul Mitchell.

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Day 29

What I've learned this month: Well I have truly been thru a lot this last month and it's been really hard to keep my focus and keep my drive alive! I'm taking the eye lash extension class on Monday and I'll be able to take appointments and make some extra money which will be nice. I've learned to be more patient and to be more forgiving lately. And number one: to let go of things I cannot control! I have a pretty great inner circle and I'm grateful to have such amazing people in my life. I feel very blessed!

Friday, August 3, 2012

Day 28

A picture of me last year and a picture of me this year.... Well here's a few pictures of me in the last year. I'd say I've changed a lot! I was pregnant and now I'm not... We're trying again though!! ❤ I'll post a better picture of my new hair cut soon! And talk about who did it too! She's an icon! I was lucky enough to be her model! And sometimes I wear my hair extensions! ✌