Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Back to school I go

So, I'm back at school after a month break I took off to be with Saxon and to see the Dr. I haven't had my monthly you know what since August, and it's started to worry me. Though I had a c-section and with no period we haven't been able to start trying for baby number 2! With that being said it's not a priority right now. As getting my health back is number one. Being a surviver of almost having cervical cancer has really put things in perspective for me, to be grateful for the beautiful baby boy I already do have! I miscarried 2 months before I got pregnant with Saxon and he was born premature at almost 35 weeks! My placenta ruptured in which case we almost could have lost Saxon. I still remember my husband telling me when he came back after seeing Saxon before anyone else got to see him, even before myself, he found his mother in tears because she was told by the nurse they had never seen a baby live thru what Sax went thru. So, needless to say I am extremely grateful for my healthy baby boy! And if I am lucky enough to have another baby that I would truly be blessed again! So, my goal is to get my mind and body and soul as healthy as I can! Which means letting go of things I can not control and taking control of the things I can. I've grown a lot as a person and I still have a ton more to go! ❤ I love my husband dearly, he is my world! And he reminds me how important I really am!

Friday, November 16, 2012

Friday, November 2, 2012

Day 10 and last day of photo challenge!

A Photo That Makes you Laugh
Well it's sad because Seaside isn't the same after Sandy. But it made me laugh because it's the same summer and same spot!!!! 2009 baby! :)