As of lately

Here's some pictures as of lately. And life is going well. I've been finishing school and I obviously love it! I have 2 amazing men in my life! And that's all I can ask for! I love them so much! I met Cara Loren fashion blogger at Fashion Place Mall. She is so cute! Told her I love her blog! I seriously had a spiritual awakening or something in that regards the other night after what I experienced with Saxon. I was gathering a load of laundry to start in the washer when Saxon started crying. I turned a round to him sitting on the floor next to the dirty clothes and grabbed his hand to walk him with me to the washer. He was walking but he was kinda limp walking where they kinda hang walk with you.. If that makes sense. And so I picked him up from his bottom and walked down our hallway when I noticed he was still catching his breath from crying (he sometimes does this when he cries) and you tell him to catch his breathe and he usually does with a very loud cry once he does catch his breath. And at that point he still hasn't caught his breath. I started to panic I ran to our bedroom and laid him on the bed where I noticed he was unconscious and his eyes were closed. His body was very heavy and stiff. (I can only describe it like how our dead dog felt) just very heavy and lifeless. When I was screaming to my husband where he instantly grabbed him holding him and that's when he came out of it! I don't know how to describe what happened other than what I described here. It was so scary!!!!! Lately I have been feeling so over whelmed with life that I've said things I really haven't meant. Like killing myself or jokingly about killing my husband. This has seriously scared me so bad that I honestly felt like this was some sort of message from God! That I need to be way more grateful for life in general! I thank God everyday for giving me the 2 most amazing people in my life! ❤ Cherish life a little more everyday!

Happy Birthday

So I had an amazing birthday month! I got an iPad mini my iPhone 5, I got my hair done, I got tons of MAC makeup, my leopard Dooney! My rose gold coach watch, you name it! :)) now for husbands birthday month!! Can't wait to spoil him!