Words of wisdom

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Back to school I go

So, I'm back at school after a month break I took off to be with Saxon and to see the Dr. I haven't had my monthly you know what since August, and it's started to worry me. Though I had a c-section and with no period we haven't been able to start trying for baby number 2! With that being said it's not a priority right now. As getting my health back is number one. Being a surviver of almost having cervical cancer has really put things in perspective for me, to be grateful for the beautiful baby boy I already do have! I miscarried 2 months before I got pregnant with Saxon and he was born premature at almost 35 weeks! My placenta ruptured in which case we almost could have lost Saxon. I still remember my husband telling me when he came back after seeing Saxon before anyone else got to see him, even before myself, he found his mother in tears because she was told by the nurse they had never seen a baby live thru what Sax went thru. So, needless to say I am extremely grateful for my healthy baby boy! And if I am lucky enough to have another baby that I would truly be blessed again! So, my goal is to get my mind and body and soul as healthy as I can! Which means letting go of things I can not control and taking control of the things I can. I've grown a lot as a person and I still have a ton more to go! ❤ I love my husband dearly, he is my world! And he reminds me how important I really am!

NAHA contest at school

I have an idea for a photo shoot and I hope it wins!

Risky Business

Day 10 and last day of photo challenge!

A Photo That Makes you Laugh
Well it's sad because Seaside isn't the same after Sandy. But it made me laugh because it's the same summer and same spot!!!! 2009 baby! :)

Day 9

A Photo That You Have Taken. Birthday boy!

Day 8

Your Most Recent Photo of You
Happy Halloween! Today is Saxon's birthday party! So excited! :)

Day 7

A Photo of you And Your Best Friends
Well I haven't been on top of blogging lately but hey! :) heres some updates! My best friend my lover! And my son! His 1st birthday is on the 30th!! Bitter sweet!

Day 6

A photo of my old crush.... Well I don't have an old crush. My husband I would say was my first crush EVER! In the 7th grade! :)) here's some recent photos :) the new diaper bag Grandma is getting me in Vegas! :)

Day 5

A Photo Of You Making Funny Face
Right now I'm painting my nails with my new gelish polish! I ❤ it!! Planning Saxons first birthday!!! This picture was from our trip to Moab we had so much fun! Can't wait to paint pumpkins with the family tomorrow!

20 Rules of Wisdom ❤

1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
2. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me.
3. Growing old is inevitable, growing UP is optional.
4. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
5. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.
6. Do the math....count your blessings.
7. Faith is the ability to not panic.
8. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.
9. If you worry, don't pray. If you pray...don't worry.
10. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
11. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
12. THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR HOME ARE THE PEOPLE.
13. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still; God wants us to be
still so He can untangle the knot.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life is moving too fast - so
enjoy your precious moments.
17. Nothing is real to you until you experience it, otherwise it's just
hearsay.
18. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be
sure to flush when you are done.
19. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage. The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk taking. Learn from the
turtle, it only makes progress when it sticks out its neck. "We are continually faced with great opportunities disguised as unsolvable problems."
20. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are.

These are great words to live by! My Mother-in-law sent this to me. She is such an incredible and wise lady! I want to be a good Mom like her! She is so carefree and classy! Such a strong and smart person. I admire her! And she's an amazing Grandma! So lucky to have her in my life!

Day 4 (not in a row)

Well I haven't been on here much but to continue where I left off... A Photo that makes you Happy! Sax is getting so big! I can't believe he's almost 11 months old! Time flies! Well needless to say this last year has been such a challenge for me emotionally and physically. My marriage on the rocks. Family fights along with a few friends. I've learned a lot this last year and struggled more than ever! My health and weight has definitely been affected by it. But at the end of the day I have a husband that loves me more than anything who will do anything for me and stand by me thru it all! And the best son I could ever ask for! He's already walking and his first word is Momma! :) I am very grateful to have them in my life!

Day 3

A Photo of Someone You Love
I love these two more than anything!!!

Day 2

A Photo of Yourself A Year Ago
Pregnant with Saxon this was 3 weeks before he was born!

10 Day Photo Challenge

Day 1
Facebook Profile Photo

Day 10

Your favorite clothe you own (it could be an accessory, pair of shoes, t-shirt, cardigan, jean, etc.)

I would have to say my favorite item I own would have to be my Chanel sunglasses! I love them so much! My husband bought them for me in Vegas years ago! They were over $400!! I'm wearing them in this photo! ❤

Day 9

The singer/actor/actress who dresses the worst (post a picture of the worst outfit he-she used)

Lady Gaga or Nicki Minaj, period. 👊

Day 8

Create an outfit for a special occasion(in polyvore for example or any page you want) post it and explain why you chose those clothes.

I chose these items for my outfit for the special occasion this weekend! Going to Moab! :) I can't wait to spend this time with my family! Now where do I find these things?!? I'd look so cute! ✌❤ #fashion

Sax is 10 months old!

Saxon turned 10 months old today! He's getting so big! He's started saying "Mama" all day yesterday and today! :) so cute! It's crazy to think how fast the last 10 months have flown by! I can remember this time last year I was soo impatient for the arrival of my adorable first born baby! This year has been the best year of my life! Newly wed and a first time MOM! I love the life I live! I've learned a lot about myself and who I can count on and especially who I want in my life!

Day 7

The singer/actor/actress who dresses the best.

My favorite style on a celebrity would have to be LC aka Lauren Conrad! I love her style!

Day 6

Favorite store in the whole universe.

I would have to say my favorite store ever would have to be Express! I love that store soo much!!

Day 5

Favorite pair of shoes (one you wished you own)

I have always wanted a pair of his shoes! They are such cute heels!

Day 4

My favorite shoes!
Sperry, Vans, Toms and Aldo heels!

Day 3

Favorite designer..
Well that's a hard one.. I love Vera Wang she makes beautiful wedding dresses! I love coach handbags! I love MAC make-up! I love Chanel, I've only bought his make-up and sunglasses! I shop mostly at Express but I love Nordstrom and JMR. Lately I've really liked H&M they have really cute clothes that are super affordable! Had a great weekend with the family, school date night with movies and Sunday funday at Grandma Jo's swimming at the pool!

Day 2

Your favorite outfit (one you don’t own but wished you owned!)

I love animal prints! Went to the mall yesterday and bought another leopard scarf! :) it kinda looks like the one we bought on our honeymoon in Mexico but its a little different. Now if I could buy this outfit I'd be one happy girl! It's funny who you run into at the mall too lol

10 Day Fashion Challenge ❤✌

My favorite outfit I own!

Day 7

Day 7: Write about your dream and how you are going to achieve it

My dream is to be a successful business woman! In the hair and make-up industry. How I am going to achieve this is continue going to school at Paul Mitchell and maybe go into nails after school. I enjoy doing all of this and it let's me be creative and artistic which I love! Today I am really missing my son though and I want to go home! *sad face*

Day 6

Day 6: List the things you would do/would have done if you don’t have any fears

Well I've been pretty fearless lately but I'm finally getting my life back! I'm very proud of where we are today! We can get thru anything and I am happy and grateful for the great people in my life! Things are on the up and up! On another note I took James Ryder's make-up class and had Kourtney be my model we learned everything from bridal to fantasy make-up and I finished JoAnne's eye lashes which they look great! What a great weekend!

Day 5

Day 5: List 10 of your favorite quotes and give reasons why you like them.

I ❤ quotes!!! ✌