Day 3

Day 3: Write about 3 of the most influential people in your life that you have met, what makes them influential, and how are you going to thank them?

1) Erin- because she influenced me into going to hair school and to follow my dream to work at Lunatic Fringe, she is amazing at hair! And also already works at Lunatic. She's been doing my hair for years and I can't wait to learn some of her tricks!

2) Saxon my son, he influences me to do better all the time. He reminds me what my purpose in life is.

3) Shawn my husband, though we are going thru some hard times he's always there for my support!

Day 2

Day 2: Write about a life-changing experience in great details, and what you learn from it

Well I learned a great deal about people lately. That you really can't please everyone. That there will be people who hate you for no reason. Or they may have their reasons, but that's life, no one is perfect! Things don't always go your way and you just have to roll with the punches! I have been self medicating for months!! now because of how depressed I've been and even thought about taking my own life! I think my rock bottom was watching someone do heroin right in front of me. That's when I decided I can no longer let other people deteriorate my self worth! I've never done heroin but the fact that I could have and didn't gives me HOPE! I have a very supporting husband and I love him dearly!

7 Days- Personal Reflection Challenge

Day 1: Write about what you like/dislike from yourself, and how you plan to change it.

I have a huge problem in relationships including the relationship with myself. I also am fight addiction. It's hard for me, because I grew up knowing about addiction and what it does to broken families since the day I was born! I should know better and it's any addiction, I mean I'm addicted to sugar!! It's almost everything I do is impulsive and it can really be negative in someone's life. Right now I'm learning the hard way in life with no support besides my family and it can be hard because I've been thru so much in my life and I've succeed every single time. I know I can do better and I am working on myself everyday. I want to be loved and I want people to love. I'm going to figure it out and make things right, maybe not with everyone. But that's ok! I've been thru a lot in the last year but it's made me stronger! I appreciate the ones who do support me and want me to succeed!

Morning

Every day it seems I feel like crap. Every morning is a struggle. Everyday has been a struggle lately. I'm not sure if quitting is the answer. I love my family to death. I would never put anything before them. However I gave been doing this..... I feel more distant than ever and it's really starting to hurt matter of fact I have tears in my eyes know....... I don't ever wanna lose them and I know I won't just have to perceiver through the bad the good and the ugly. I know where I rest my head is home. And hopefully all else can fall into place. New times for me great things ahead. Love you guys.

Day 30

Who are you??
Well I made it 30 days of blogging (almost straight!) and it was a lot of fun doing it! I am Sunny and I'm married to my best friend Shawn whom we met in Jr High, anyway we have come a long way, and we are great! We just had our one year anniversary! Our baby boy just turned 9 months old and he's getting soo big! We took him to church today for his first time and it was amazing how great it felt! We can't wait to go back next Sunday! I start my eye lash extension class tomorrow pretty excited for that! ✌ and back to the grind at Paul Mitchell.

Day 29

What I've learned this month: Well I have truly been thru a lot this last month and it's been really hard to keep my focus and keep my drive alive! I'm taking the eye lash extension class on Monday and I'll be able to take appointments and make some extra money which will be nice. I've learned to be more patient and to be more forgiving lately. And number one: to let go of things I cannot control! I have a pretty great inner circle and I'm grateful to have such amazing people in my life. I feel very blessed!

Day 28

A picture of me last year and a picture of me this year.... Well here's a few pictures of me in the last year. I'd say I've changed a lot! I was pregnant and now I'm not... We're trying again though!! ❤ I'll post a better picture of my new hair cut soon! And talk about who did it too! She's an icon! I was lucky enough to be her model! And sometimes I wear my hair extensions! ✌