Hello

I am not sure I am going to keep this blog anymore, if I do continue blogging it will be for different reasons.... 

Hello Blog

It's been a minute but hey I've been busy! (; so I'm finishing up with school I'm taking my state boards on the 30th! Yay can't wait! And I've been working really hard doing photo shoots, runway, editorial etc. and I've found my nitch in my industry and that's fashion and photo shoots! It's my passion! I've been doing a lot of them and assisting! Which has been great networking! I can't wait to see the photos from last night!! Amazing! It's incredible how many talented people I get to work with all the time! I love it! Made it home for Victorias Secret fashion show! It was amazing as always and I want to be behind the cameras doing hair and makeup for these beauties! Aww more reason for me to go to Cali to that amazing advanced academy! Dreams do come true! (; anyway that's it for now chow, mahalo, peace... and love ❤️

Does this really happen??

So as of yesterday my husband found out that ORS is trying to serve my him for papers saying he may have a child with an ex from like 8 years ago.... I am in complete shock and am completely saddened by it! We have a baby boy turning 2 next week and to even fathom maybe having an 8 year old had yanked my stomach out of me, literally, we are in so much shock we can't even fathom it! How could a mother do this to another child first off, and to just come in and ruin our family. Why haven't you made any attempt to tell him until now?? You called his mom in jail, told her you were pregnant by some other dude and now ORS contacts us? 8 years later? I am so angry for if this is "our" child yes, that's right! OURS you have robbed us of 8 years! And now what do you want? We know it's not to be in the child's life!! Merely over money right? Because I guess stripping wasn't cutting it with your 3 kids?! What the hell is wrong with people?! 

Live, Laugh, Love

I have been pretty busy with my business, school, life, photo shoots getting ready for NAHA... It's been great I've been so happy until today... I guess I've been so busy that I haven't had a chance to even dwell on the past like I use to do so often. Today I felt sad... And it's been bothering me that I still can't do anything about it. On another note (: I've met this really sweet and cute girl at school, becoming really good friends which is sweet! And I have the best husband and little boy in the entire world! I am so lucky to have them! I am so close to graduating from hair school! :) I met world famous Phillip Wilson, he did the tribute for Vidal Sassoon during NAHA 2 years ago! Amazing opportunities in my industry! I am in love with everything about it! Here is an update in The Park's Family in photos (: 

My NAHA entries to come....

Bloggy Blog

Well same old same old.. Graduating before Christmas break! Can't wait!! And been struggling with life but what can you do? Just keep on keeping on that's what you do! This too shall pass. Got to remember that! I love my boys! ❤

Life

Well, I don't even know where to begin... But I'll say this, damn what a hard time lately! It's literally been life or death for me and that is a big deal because I love my husband and son more than anyone could ever know! They are the best in every way! I'm so lucky! I started a journal app to write my thoughts down to help me thru my life today. I no longer want people to see me as negative and whiny. But instead positive and uplifting! But this is how I've been able to cope. So thank you to everyone who's been there and supported me! It's a miracle and god is great and I'm happy to be here! ❤

Health decline

Well I haven't decided yet about talking about where I'm at and why.... in my life. But I sure have had highs and lows! I'm glad I have family and friends thru this even tho it's not many...